Time to move on...

Sometimes I wonder why I am not ambitious like others? It has been over three years and I am still in my first job. Am I lazy, or lack ambition...or is it a mix of both, I wonder?

Could it be that I have become accustomed to my job? There are too many questions and I am still trying to find an answer.

My friends mock at me...‘You’re still with Age’, they ask. Now it has started embarrassing me. ‘Yes, I am with Age’, I answer, thinking when will I sound different?

I guess it is a sense of fear of change which is making me stick to the mundane job. Of course, I learn something new every single day, but I should now move on...I have a feeling. I should face my fear... how hard will it be to settle in a new environment? I will have to start from scratch like everyone else. But I must have faith in myself...I can do it.
I am averse to games people play at work, I do indulge in a bit of harmless gossip, but refrain from it, when I realise it is getting a way bit further. I need to have faith in my abilities, like my boss says, ‘be more confident’, I will have to now. It is high time isn’t it.